Here is a prayer that I wrote to God yesterday while I waited for my 4:00 appointment at Texas Oncology. I am quite certain that yesterday will go down as the longest day in history!!!
Prayer Journal: 2/15/13
The results are in. Abba, Daddy. I feel very frail today - very vulnerable - very confused. I don't know what the future holds for me and for my family. I don't know what the biopsy and CT results are going to tell us. I have no control over my life and I HATE IT! But you know, you are probably grinning knowingly right now. The truth is, I NEVER had any control over my life, did I? Silly me, with my appointment calendar, and my long term goal setting. You had it all the time, didn't you? It gives me great relief to know that you already know the results of those tests. You know every cell in my body. Lord, make this day pass quickly for me. Give Dr. Borra great insight and knowledge as she analyzes my records. Give her wisdom in making a diagnosis and suggesting a treatment plan. Give her wisdom in referring me to another facility. Lord, it is good to know that you already know! Nothing surprises you. You are already there. I'll meet you there in a couple of hours. Thank you for going before me.
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